A bit better.

Wieder ein neuer Song. Wieder über die Zeit mit meinem Ex. Irgendwie komm ich über die Sache immer weniger hinweg, je näher der Zeitpunkt kommt wo ich ihm die Wahrheit sagen muss, wie schlecht es mir wegen ihm geht.

oh this isn't how i want it
never wanted to feel like this
i was so naiv and really tought
you're the right one awhile we kissed

i was losing what i thought i found
i realized love makes blind
it kills me now, your voice, her sound
for you it's easy to go on
you don't know how i wish
it was that easy for me too

i'm standing out in the rain
hoping this will soon be over
i felt so small and alone
so weakened of the pain
that our time has left here
but i know, i feel a bit better now

with every more word of you
the thing is gettin harder
hoping you see the memories too
that would forever last

so many words were left unspoken
let them stand there for you
so that you finally understand
what you've really done
this broken heart  will never be whole again
won't never love a person
that much that it loved you..

i'm standing out in the rain
hoping this will soon be over
i felt so small and alone
so weakened of the pain
that our time has left here
but i know, i feel a bit better now

i exactly remember how i felt
when i figured out what happened
i died a little more, with every minute
i've lost who i am, and then i finally understand
i rejected everything so long, knowing that our love gone wrong
i loved you tough i didn't want it
lifeless i then carried on

so long i stand out in the rain
was hoping it will soon be over
i felt so small and alone
only noticed the pain
that our time has left in me
but now, after all this months, i'm feeling a bit better now